Momma Had Homework

I apologize for neglecting each of you. I promise you, you’ve been in my heart. I’m on a journey right now. Filled with misadventures and crazy memories. The journey I’m on is philosophical in nature. I’m a student again, and boy is it interesting. I’ll let you on to a little secret: I was scared to death to go back to school. Even though I’ve had a career, my brain has spent much of the last ten years in mommy mode. When you see a professor who has been teaching for a long time and is used to students that use big words all the time, it can be a bit intimidating.

My first week was spent cramming 6 chapters and a paper into 48 hours. Much of that time was spent stressing and pulling out my hair. Sadly, much of it was also spent making my family wish the crazy lady was still at work! I was unable to get into my class for a couple of days, and by the time I did, I was already behind. After a small nervous breakdown, I sent up a hurried prayer and invoked the powers of my phone’s Kindle app. Within seconds I had the first book Whispersynced and in my hands. So glad I’m not a technophobe right now.

Although my routine has changed drastically over the last month, I am so happy and thankful for the changes. I feel alive and relevant. I know that I am in God’s perfect will. Even though the immediate future is uncertain, I’m enjoying this ride. Living each day, in the words of Jill Scott, “like it’s golden”.

Image by Brenda Starr