grief
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When Everything is Lost
Have you ever been angry with God? Have you ever blamed Him for your suffering or wondered if He was mad at you? I have. I admit it. Though trials are a part…
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Without Hope
I wasn’t planning to write today, but I came across a story that brought me to a stop. It is the saddest, most horrific thing I have seen. Possibly in my life. The…
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Maybe I spoke too soon
Lately, I have been feeling like I have post partum depression, only the crib is empty. It honestly doesn’t seem fair. As the hcg in my blood has gone down, so have my…
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Moving in a Positive Direction
On Thursday I had an appointment. It was what should have been my first real appointment of the pregnancy. I was to meet the midwife and learn about labor and delivery at the…
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The Process
I am learning a lot as I go through the process of losing a child. The physical pain is a surprise to me. Each day, I lose a little bit more in a…
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A Drastic Change of Plans
I had planned to chronicle my third pregnancy on my blog. I was going to talk about the highs and lows and weird symptoms. However, yesterday that all changed. I learned that I…